Ncis fanfiction tony suicidal. Tony must have really wanted out. Jenny had ordered Tony and Ziva away, and Tony had followed that order. "You look rich. Tony chose to sit diagonal from him in an armchair. Even if the mission was a simple one, to get voiceprints from this wealthy neighborhood, things were not just simple. ' Skip to When she wasn't working, she would clean Tony's apartment for him and feed his fish. Tony was lying on a narrow hospital bed and dressed in one of those terrible gowns. Tony needs a break from his team so he calls a friend from the FBI for drinks. Tony Dinozzo has been friends with several White House Staff members since his days as a Philly beat cop. Would you like a sandwich from Roy's?" "No, thank you. So Tony asks Garcia if she will do a little digging, but bringing Garcia in means bringing in other members of Episode: s01e23 Reveille (NCIS) Tony Leaves; Summary. May 21, 2024 · Tony was undercover with the mob; Episode: s08e05 Dead Air (NCIS) Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence; Alternate Universe - Gender Changes; Summary. "Smart move. Tony was covered by the thin blanket, his hands resting on top. Lost the faith he had in those he held dear. Gibbs saw his pocket knife cupped in Tony's other hand. This picks up at Yankee White, Season 1 Ep 1. Tobias was taking his loss hard. "My bad, Boss. He’s starting to get lost in the masks he’s wearing and the secrets from his past he’s kept under tight lock for far too long. "Y-y-yes si-sir," Tony stammered. Outside of Tom Morrow, no one at NCIS is aware. "A daughter. Not taking Sarah to NCIS sooner, everything could have gone really wrong. Tony and Gibbs find out that the Petty Officer went undercover in an operation led by Gibbs' former mentor Mike Franks, who informs them that their suspect is a Russian terrorist involved in selling illegal weapons to Chechen rebels and other extremist terrorist groups but the case went cold when the CIA took over and the files "went missing Ziva David had spent the night toiling through her things and packing away anything branded with NCIS. He made a mental note to bring him a set of pajamas. But in their line of work, it was never that simple. I am writing this story because the 'Tony's childhood' factor in both 'Engaged Part 2' and 'Sins of the Father' is playing on my over-dramatic mind ;) I really did love both episodes, though I would like an episode to focus on Tony's past. LEOs are calling it suicide," Tony said. Now come on. "I want someone to claim me, Boss", I whisper. Tony couldn't even pretend to be Leo or Kate and fly. "Where are we going?" Ziva asked. Maybe with Mighty Mouse on them. But, for a different reason, he had been trying to get Tony away from NCIS for years. Tobias was angry, too. (english isn’t my first language). The design of the carrier wasn't right. ” Post-Episode: s08e05 Dead Air (NCIS) Tony DiNozzo adopts a cat. He didn't know that, but his life was about to change. He was the senior field agent. " Tony spoke it softly but loud enough for the others to hear him. Pairings: Tony/Gibbs non-slash. " "That's really funny, Director, 2-3 months. You seem to be a Jan 10, 2023 · Read EW's recap of 'NCIS' season 20, episode 10, 'Too Many Cooks,' 'NCIS: Hawai'i' season 2, episode 10, 'Deep Fake,' and 'NCIS: Los Angeles' season 14, episode 10, 'A Long Time Coming. "Are you part of a gang, kid?" Of all questions, Tony hadn't expected that one. " "Didn't I get through to you earlier?" Gibbs countered quietly to the backdrop of Ziva running for the hills. I have done so many stupid things. How does that sound?" "Sounds good to me," Gibbs said. It was then Gibbs noticed how rigidly Tony was sitting, gripping the side of the cot with a white-knuckled grip. Mar 26, 2023 · Dedicated viewers of the long-running hit CBS procedural NCIS were saddened by season 13's departure of Michael Weatherly, who played Tony DiNozzo since the beginning. "Never knew I had one until she showed," Tony said. Alexander made her series debut in the pilot "Yankee White", before departing the regular cast in the season two finale "Twilight". From a medical standpoint Tony committed suicide doing what he did. Disclaimer: I own nothing in this story apart from creative licence. If Ari told Tony that he had Kate and McGee Tony would have died to get them back. NCIS "Boss, Tony's GPS has disappeared," said McGee. " "They've got it handled. Ziva waited the obligatory second for Tony's response and when none was forthcoming, she asked, "How about you, Tony. Tony found her hanging she had kicked over a large vase full of lilacs. WARNINGS: Dealing with self-harm, contemplating of suicide. Series. Author: ncismom. She navigates the skepticism of Ziva, the flirtatious antics of Tony, and McGee’s apologetic looks. Is it connected with the case they're working, or was the hit personal? Tony whump, and angst for Gibbs and the rest of the team. " "I didn't know, and his father? I know he is a. He was still so damned exhausted after doing battle with the plague and actually surviving it, and trying to keep his boss from career suicide, that by the time Kate had been so ruthlessly taken from them, he'd had nothing left to fight the melee that was Ari's half sister, Officer Ziva David. ” Gibbs gave Tony an amused look. Or Snoopy. He was spinning full force now, head rolling around as he tried to focus on his mighty mouse stapler unsuccessfully. 23) 51 Michael Weatherly: Anthony "Tony" DiNozzo: Senior Special Agent / Baltimore PD Detective 1–13 21. "What do you mean ruled a suicide?" "He comes from money, and families with that kind of money, they let the money talk for them. Some lessons you learn the hard way. But he "I hate needles. Brody – that was the name Tony had used – had one knee between Tony's legs in a position that had to be causing pain. Tony snarled stepping forward into Gibbs space causing everyone to collect their breaths waiting for the outcome. She finds herself at odds with Gibbs, who harbors an inexplicable grudge against her. This is a completely insane story, judging by the fact that the ncis verse collided with one direction and taylor swift, but my dreams are full of this things so it though i’d write something. "Grab your gear, everybody. " "He is a bastard Leon, he drove his wife to drink and finally to suicide, and he beat Nov 18, 2013 · When Tony gets shot Gibbs has to push back his anger and figure out who's responsible. Tony is having a rough time and can't keep his mask in place any longer. " He finished. Apr 13, 2013 · Disclaimer: I do not own anything to do with NCIS and if I did I would not be writing fanfiction it would be too creepy! Warning: Mentions of suicide and the inner workings of a psychiatric hospital SUMMARY: 15-year-old Tony DiNozzo is brought to the adolescent wing of the 'Psychiatric Institute of Washington after attempting suicide. "I think he's in trouble. Tony searched the older man's face for something before he stepped back and Deferring to Tony's senses, she said, "I was thinking about a Bar-B-Que sandwich from Roy's Tavern. Spoilers: None. You are qualified for the job, Tony. Part 15 of NCIS One Shots; Language: English Words: 850 Chapters: 1/1 "Uhh, yeah. Abby introduced them after the two women met at a forensics seminar for federal agents. "Pathetic," Senior sneered, although his speech was a little slurred. For a moment, it looked as though Tony was going to start laughing. "How's that for smart ass?" smiled Tony. Coming face to face with the woman you were once set to marry before you faked your death is such an indescribably awkward situation that Tony would wholeheartedly dissuade anyone from trying it. "His mother committed suicide, she was an alcoholic. " The man chuckled at his answer. "I'll take you back to NCIS, you're in no state to drive," Leon offered. He'd lost the will to fight. " Caitlin "Kate" Todd is a fictional character featured in the CBS television drama NCIS portrayed by Sasha Alexander, appearing in 49 episodes of the series. He spun around to the camera in the corner of the room and pointed between it and the cell. He'd really had no choice. Though inside, Tony had already hit his iceberg and was sinking. Character: Tony DiNozzo, Leroy Jethro Gibbs. He was angry at Tony for not staying long enough for him to make that amazing irresistible May 21, 2024 · Tony was undercover with the mob; Episode: s08e05 Dead Air (NCIS) Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence; Alternate Universe - Gender Changes; Summary. Feb 9, 2023 · Abby is too distracted by her grief for Gibbs to back Tony up, so he decides to go to the most Abbish person he knows for help: Penelope Garcia. He goddamn promised. NCIS characters belong to Bellisario, CBS and Paramount. It was amazing he had the strength to stand up, much less pull the knife out of his pocket and stab Ari. /x/ Back at the yard, Gibbs found Balboa waiting in the bullpen. References to S6 episodes 'Broken Bird', 'Caged', 'Murder 2. “Bullshit. "Hop on. Spoilers: Takes place in season 5 When I handed Tony that envelope containing plague I didn't think. "They told me it could take 2-3 months. Luckily no complications arose from suicide attempt, even though he was overly intoxicated at the time," Ducky explained to the group. Tony knew his father was drunk and that a brutal beating was coming. An NCIS van was there as the agent's backup with two other agents ready to provide cover. Gibbs blamed Tony for Jenny's death. When it was done, he closed his eyes and slept a restless sleep. We don't want to miss our flight. When Gibbs gives his war speech to Tony, at the top of the stairs outside of MTAC, Tony answers with quotes from several sources, before finally giving his true, tired answer to all in the bullpen and Morrow. Tony's sick again. But then, Tony's face crumpled and his expression went from one of confusion to one of horror, and, finally, to an expression of hurt and sadness. " Tony shook his head. He let his eyes trail over the still form of his agent. "I just figured you'd be needed here. Though, in Gibbs' mind, Tony was more at fault. I can end this now. "You trying to get rid of me, Tony?" "No. This isn't a death fic and I don't do slash or pairings. I think it well be Tony/Gibbs but then again, I am not sure where this story is going yet. report it was ruled a suicide. Sep 2, 2020 · Special Agent Tony DiNozzo feels unmoored. "I want someone who has the guts to give It was at the time that Jenny Shepard passed. I'm not going to stay precisely canon in either NCIS or West Wing. Story: Things have reaching boiling point for Tony! He has been thinking for a while about transferring and he finally does it. " I walk up to him and lock eyes with him, lean closer until no more than an inch between our faces. That was a surprise for you," he said. "No, Boss. It results in Tony attempting to commit suicide. I never have. Tony hugged her back and when they pulled away, Tony kept his arm around her waist. You had eleven years between NCIS and local police departments, plus since you left NCIS, several different law enforcement agencies have utilized your services. "Are you sure?" Tony asked finally, his voice wavering as he fought back tears. A gene found only in men that allows them to become pregnant when with a male partner. Tony was not going to leave Hawaii to come back to work for him in D. Tony was quiet in the car, just sitting there not making any comment about Gibbs's driving and the only movement he made was when he wanted to get out of the car. " Tony decided to be as honest as possible. " Tony grinned and Ziva settled herself behind him wrapping her arms tightly around his chest. Instead of talking Tony brought his head back and head butted him in the face breaking his nose and causing blood to blow freely from his now flattened nose. After finding out what happened whilst he was in Mexico, Gibbs goes about to set things right but a kidnapping puts Tony's life in jeopardy. That wrist was bleeding as well. And this week on 'NCIS,' Torres is the one stepping into the ring—just in time to work out his abandonment Sep 5, 2016 · An enormous man had Tony pinned to a wall, his arms forced above his head and held in one gigantic fist. Mar 3, 2012 · Chapter 1: A/N: Hi everyone. Hurt!Comfort Tony. But now, considering Tony's strategy, he marveled at Gibbs' ability to hand out assignments so well. "Or do you really need yet another lesson as to the importance of cold cases?" Tony shook his head firmly, cursing McGee silently. PapaBear Gibbs. McGee fainted and Ziva turned pale. Tony has been on the outs with his MCRT team-mates in the aftermath of Dead Air. Gibbs smiled a bit. It looked like Tony wasn't believing a word of it. McGee, gas the truck. I don't believe in Heaven or Hell. Supportive BAU Team (Criminal Minds) Big brother David Rossi; Penelope Garcia is a goddess! Summary. Title: The Long Road Home. "Tony," she said, her voice breaking on his name. [4] / d ɪ ˈ n oʊ z oʊ / is a fictional character from the CBS TV series NCIS portrayed by American actor Michael Weatherly. He indicated the microphone Tony still had and yelled into it. Tony then let out a hacking and exhausting string of deep, gut wrenching coughs. Weatherly's DiNozzo worked as one of the top-ranking agents under boss Leroy Jethro Gibbs (Mark Harmon) on the Major Case Response Team and proved to be an integral part of NCIS' su Jan 25, 2022 · If a show runs long enough, someone's going to infiltrate an underground fight club. The body turned out to be a twenty-three year-old John Brooks, who's cause of death was predicted to be suicide. "But why, Tony? Do you wanna go to Hell? Is that what this is all about?" I chuckle again. Slipping [disappointed] Tony stared blankly at the shinning edge of the knife in front of him. "Always loved heights! So beautiful up there, my favorite view! But then I joined NCIS. But, Gibbs had always thought Tony and Ziva should have stayed with her. Tony hadn't had her six. " Tony let out a fake laugh, "You got me, but how long is it really gonna take?" Director Vance just stared at Tony, not saying a word. Will they save him before they're too late? Rating: T for dark thoughts and happenings. Everyone can cope without me, their lives will be easier. They all threaten to burst out after he saves Secretary Corleone during a shoot-out and has to go into hiding. He lifted Tony's wrist to check for a pulse but quickly dropped it back. Summary: Tony's not acting like himself, and nobody knows why. Gibbs looked worried as Tim handed him the phone, Dr Pitt was on the other end. Gibbs hesitated contemplating riding back with Tony in Ducky's truck, but a firm hand on his arm was already guiding him into the back seat of Vance's SUV, and he didn't have the energy to fight it right now. Warnings: angst, drama, suicidal thoughts. Tony probably was the one person who could evoke such complex, seemingly polar emotions. Episode: s04e07 Sandblast (NCIS) Episode: s04e12 Suspicion (NCIS) Summary. Tony, two of your degrees make you qualified for the job. If Gibbs hadn’t been looking right at Tony, he would have missed the slight pull on one side of Tony's face: a poorly disguised wince. FBI & NCIS join forces to save Tony. Leroy Jethro Gibbs doesn't like Charlotte Oakley, a CID agent turned NCIS operative. "This is Agent Gibbs. Apr 18, 2012 · Murph came closer to hear him. You saw the video. . WARNING:this story has mention of self-harm, considering and contemplating of suicide, mention of rape no graphic description, and a hint of past child abuse. Characters: Tony, Gibbs, and the team. Eli walked into the living room and sat down on a large sofa. Why did you pick me?" Tony thought that that was a very stupid question. 01) "Great Wide Open" (19. Gibbs murderous look was not directed at Tony and Tony felt scared. " A drunk Tony was a voluble Tony, but Gibbs knew that once he'd started to get really drunk, there was less chance than ever of him slipping up and spilling something he didn't want known. Jul 19, 2024 · He tries to involve Gibbs and the director, both blocking his reprimands of the junior agents and/or telling him to suck it up. Anthony D. Prophylactic: 1: preventing or guarding from disease 2: PROTECTIVE, PREVENTIVE 2 prophylactic n : something (as a drug or device) that protects from disease "Do you know his mother is dead? She died when he was eight, according to the M. She gave him a huge smile and hugged him. Tony swallowed nervously. When she came across her bright orange cap; she clung to it for dear life; allowing memory after memory to haunt her. Tony would hate that. Lost his self-worth. Bellisario, he appears as a series regular in the first 13 seasons before departing in the season 13 finale "Family First". When the 90 days were up, Ziva picked Tony up from rehab and brought him home. 5 times Jimmy calls Tony to update him on events going on in his personal life and at NCIS and one time Tony calls Jimmy to give him an update on his life. He wasn't even sure how he had Neighbors heard a shot and called 911…local LEOs checked it out and called us when they saw dog tags around her neck. " ***** The night they arrived home, after it was all over, Tony found himself sitting on his Gibbs' couch. Blood was flowing out of a nasty gash. Tony smirked slightly before replying "The basement. Or so I've been able to ascertain. Tony spun around and faced McGee, shouting back, "If she had jumped in front of it, I wouldn't have shot her!" McGee blinked and asked, "How do you know that?" Tony tried to fight back his anger as he replied, "Because she wanted to be saved, Probie! She was crying her eyes out and begging for help! Does that sound like a suicidal young girl to Tony swung his leg over the bike and started the engine filling the empty night with a roar of pure power. Now, he knew that that was not possible. "No, sir! I'm not suicidal. So Tony had moved along. " Tony's gun was already secured in its holster, his NCIS jacket halfway zipped when McGee's wet T-shirt flew into his face. 04) 435 Sasha Alexander: Caitlin "Kate" Todd: NCIS Special Agent / Secret Service Special Agent 1–2 3, 8–9, 12 "The Lost Boys" (12. Jul 4, 2010 · TONY? Suicide? He would neverhe could neverNo,no,no,no,no,no,no! Tony? "Yeeep!" Tony said happily. Part 6 of 5+1 Fics; Language: English Words: 1,254 Chapters: 1/1 Kudos: 3 Hits: 111 Jul 17, 2017 · “Leon, I’m not qualified for the position,” Tony said shaking his head. Jan 2, 2012 · Tony wasn't sure if he meant it as a joke or not, so he decided to let the comment drift. He cannot face the pressure with his usual deflecting techniques any more. That son of a bitch. Gibbs doesn't know what to make the friendship/father-Son relationship Fornell and Tony share. Tony shook his head: “No feedback from that direction. Gibbs placed his fingers on Tony's neck and was relieved to find a pulse. " Well, at least part of that made sense. 0' and 'Silent Night', S5 episode 'Internal Affairs', S4 episodes 'Grace Period', 'Friends and Lovers' and S2 episode 'Twilight'. "Fuck!" Murph yelled. "I guess I do. Pitt discovered that Tony was one month pregnant at the time of his suicide attempt. The crime scene was a twenty year old against the alley wall with blood everywhere which came from the entry wound in her head. Other NCIS Character(s) Community: NCIS Fanfiction Addiction; Community: ncis_verse; Summary. " Tom tells him letting the insinuation linger in the air. But then the fury returned to her tear-filled eyes. "Yes sir, sorry sir," Tony said, hoping that agreeing with his father would put him in a good enough mood that he would leave the room without giving Tony a beating. Unseen black clouds were hovering over one unlucky NCIS agent. It was extremely weak but it was there. Summary: Tony is having a rough time dealing with Gibbs and can't keep his mask in place any longer. rated M 4 a reason. "Hell? No, Boss. C. The room reeked of them, every time Tony smells them he gets sick to his stomach. This leads to Tony spiraling in a way he never has before, not even after Danny was found to be dirty. " Tony pointed at himself, showing that he was alive. " NCIS Supervisory Special Agent / Marine Gunnery Sergeant 1–19 "Yankee White" (1. McGee at least had a sister. He promised me, Gibbs. E. "Me, too," Tim added. Jenny won't care; I'm just another one of her agents, if anything it will be a relief. [5] Created by producer Donald P. "I've missed you, Zi," "I have missed you too, Tony," Tony delivered the information required, then cut the feed and returned to his hell hole. "Of all the stupid, selfish things he's done. "I'm still your boss," Gibbs pointed out. OOC: There is a possible coupling, not sure were its going to be. Pairing: None. I'm a new writer to NCIS fanfic but not to FF, so I hope you like! Nov 11, 2011 · "It wouldn't have mattered, Jethro. "Tony" DiNozzo, Jr. Coming to NCIS had changed her; she used to think it was for the better; but after Tony…she wasn't so sure anymore… Feb 29, 2016 · Due to his run-in with the plague, Tony is now required to get the dreaded yearly flu shot. "Tony," Gibbs didn't sound like the strong leader they had all come to know; but instead, sounded almost broken. Sep 13, 2014 · Tony entered the bedroom and his eyes almost instantly locked onto the bloody, lifeless, body on the floor. Gibbs pointed grimly to his tell-tale stack of unreviewed files and Tony blanched. Sep 25, 2009 · McGee could understand why Gibbs and Ziva would be better off not interacting with a suicidal teen, but he felt that he would be better than Tony at talking her down. From the straining muscles in his arms and torso and the alarm in Tony's eyes, she could tell that he couldn't get away. Maybe it was a side effect of fraternity life, Gibbs didn't know, but once DiNozzo was drunk, he turned into an eel, slipping from topic to topic and never Warning: later chapter contains hints of Tony's past and references to the physical abuse of a child. Gibbs nodded. Disc: I do not own the characters or show of NCIS or NCIS: LA. Dr. iddndpvexiccjitddxkulsvbndhyrymeffvnzyeyuxbwopraipvgmk